1. It’s a roller coaster. I don’t like roller coasters. Get me off this thing.

    Funny how I ended up here. This is probably the last place you’ll find me. When I end up here, I’m not in a good place mentally and emotionally. 

    And yes, it is about a girl. Of course it would be. I’ve hit an all time low, probably close to depression. I haven’t been sleeping well or have an appetite to eat. These result from caring/worrying/thinking so much, but I can’t help it, that’s just me. I mean, who wouldn’t in this type of situation. 

    I’ve been trying not to think/worry so much for a while. And I’ve dealt with her (and her activities) for a while. Yes, things have changed, that’s inevitable and nobody has control over that.

    But for a few months now I’ve been on this roller coaster. A bunch of ups and downs. Most recently, it’s all been down. Growing up and up to this day, I never liked roller coasters, they make me feel sick. Both figuratively and literally. I want to get off, hopefully for good this time. I don’t wanna feel sick anymore. 

    I hope nobody else has to deal with this type of scenario because it’s not a good place to be. I sound like such a girl, but relationships are hard. They need balance/equilibrium. It’s a two way thing, not a one way effort. Sure, opposites can attract (maybe), but both partners need to put in equal amounts of effort or else one will suffer to benefit their partner. 

    I actually would favor relationships where both partners are quite similar in interest and activities. That way they can actually enjoy things together. However, when people with different interests get together, sacrifice is included. Both partners would need to step out of their comfort zones in order for the relationship to thrive. But like I said, it’s a two-person effort. 

    I’m not very good at this blogging thing, I just wanted to rant. Rant to someone (or something) because I’ve hit a low point. Things will never be the same, the past is the past, and theirs nothing I can do about it. 

    Something so important and so common in my life will eventually be unfamiliar to me. Eventually meaning a long time. I don’t know how long. 

    I always try to channel this sadness, depression, and anger into positive things. Easier said than done. I’ve been cycling more and increasing my riding time, but nowadays that’s not even enough. Cycling becomes easy when you have a clusterfuck of emotions and thoughts. 

    I tried to deal with this roller coaster. I’ve been trying. But I realized I can’t force things. And when you force things you suffer. Not the physical suffering you experience in cycling, it’s suffering that effects other factors in your life. 

    HAHA I’m such a girl. But I don’t care. Guys have feelings too. It just sucks that it ended like this. Maybe it’s the final goodbye, instead of a see you later…

    I just want to be happy…

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